Join the SmartSX Membership: https://sexwithemily.com/smartsx Access exclusive sex coaching, live expert sessions, community building, and tools to enhance your pleasure and relationships with Dr. Emily Morse. Sign up for Dr. Emily's newsletter at sexwithemily.com for free guides, articles, and more ways to prioritize your pleasure and relationships. In this transformative episode of Sex with Emily, Dr. Emily explores how our earliest childhood experiences create patterns that show up in our adult relationships and sex lives. This deep dive into attachment theory, trauma responses, and relationship patterns reveals why we often find ourselves repeating the same relationship dynamics over and over again. Dr. Emily breaks down the science behind how our nervous systems record experiences from the third trimester of pregnancy through early childhood, creating unconscious blueprints for how we navigate love, intimacy, and connection as adults. She explains the difference between explicit memories (things we consciously remember) and implicit memories (body-based memories that influence our behavior without our awareness). This episode unpacks common relationship patterns including the caretaker who becomes resentful, the person who chases unavailable partners, the over-communicator paired with someone who stonewalls, and the chameleon who loses themselves in relationships. Through real listener examples, Dr. Emily illustrates how childhood experiences of co-regulation (or lack thereof) shape our adult attachment styles. Key topics include understanding your primary unmet needs, recognizing "trauma tingles" versus genuine attraction, the difference between healthy novelty and addiction to drama, and why some people are drawn to emotional unpredictability. Dr. Emily also explores how these patterns specifically impact sexual connection, including dissociation during intimacy and the challenge of staying present with a partner. The episode offers practical tools for identifying your own patterns, understanding the difference between internal and external processing styles, recognizing stonewalling versus healthy space-taking, and beginning to heal these deeply ingrained responses. This conversation provides essential insights for anyone who wants to understand why they keep attracting the same types of partners or repeating familiar relationship dynamics. Let's get social: Instagram / sexwithemily X / sexwithemily Facebook / sexwithemily TikTok / sexwithemily Threads https://www.threads.net/@sexwithemily Let's text: Sign up here - https://sexwithemily.com/text Timestamps: [0:00] - Introduction [15:20] - The Science of Early Memory Formation [18:50] - Common Pattern #1: The Caretaker Who Becomes Resentful [28:50] - Common Pattern #2: Chasing Unavailable Partners [39:00] - The Art of Staying Present in Relationships [43:20] - Common Pattern #3: Over-Communication vs. Stonewalling [52:40] - Common Pattern #4: The Chameleon Effect [56:00] - Trauma Tingles vs. Real Attraction [1:04:15] - The Performance Trap in Dating